Hurting

 Went to the football on Sunday. It was a big match we call the Western Derby my team is Fremantle. The 2nd qtr had just started when a person in my block had a heart attack. They laid him on the ground right behind where I sit to try to resucsitate him, they worked on him for over 10 minutes while waiting for the ambulance to arrive. They tried everything & worked so hard whilst security & the cops kept everyone back. I couldn't believe that alot of people basically wanted to step over him to get to their seat! What the fuck? Don't people care about other people? I mean for fucks sake it's only a football game!!!!!
 It wasnt looking good when the ambos got there as he was turning grey after he had turned blue. They were still doing chest compressions on him when they were taking him away on the stretcher, I knew it didnt look good. So I went outside to cry & the next thing I know I'm surrounded by ambos & police. I was on the verge of having a panic attack so they put me on oxygen & took my obs while I was sitting down outside the ground. That's all I cant write for now as I cant see the keyboard well through my tears. Needless to say he did die